true beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder

2011-11-27T11:27:00.003+08:00

Well.... Well.... Well.... Have not been logging in for quite some time. Thought I have forgotten my user ID & Password.. Hehe. Tried few attempts & managed to login.

Recently have been a very very down time for me!! I have regretted totally!! I hate myself for being so STUPID! so FOOLISH! but what's done is done! I shall let bygones be bygones! $$$ can be earned back! Forget abt e losses.... Look forward. But Tat does not mean I can commit e same mistake! This time round was a vvvvv.expensive & painful experience!

Yst, while working, I was watching some shows from xin msn. & I came across this quote : "有时候遇到困难不一定是不好的，因为踏让我们更珍惜幸福。＂

More often than not, ppl always say 要珍惜幸福。 but how many ppl really know what is called "珍惜＂?? What have we been doing to cherish e happiness & people around us??
==> I guess is really time for us to reflect ourselves & actions.

好吧！ I've reached my destination... Will blog again! 加油Geraldine!!

2011-10-10T17:24:00.002+08:00

Woohoo~ another good news... Another DRAGON baby coming .. Wow wow. So many many dragon babies around me.... Congrats to ah boy & Michelle!! Hmm... many asked me to Jia you for a dragon baby... I don't want.

Difficulties:
*get into sch
*not enough savings
*haven't enjoy enough for my singlehood
*haven't travel enough
*weak health
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Mayb give myself 2 more years... Mayb a snake or horse baby...
Just came back from BKK (06 Oct to 09 Oct) spent lots of $$$.... I can't believe I spent 1.6k in just 4 days!!! Spending $$$ there is like FREE^goodness... Totally no control... cannot shop, cannot buy clothes, accessories till CNY! Muz exercise self control!! (",()
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back to work tmr... Y feeling so sian sian !!! So not looking forward to working! I had too long rest & holiday... Muz start my engine back! Work work... Now I feel like being a tai tai... Dun need to work.. Just sleep & sleep.. Watch tv, drama, DVD.... No shopping is okay. =((

Reality is always 残忍的！

2011-10-05T23:18:00.004+08:00

I pray I pray... Sickness pls go away... Do you know I hv been waiting for my trip! Finally is here BUT I m down with fever, sore throat, terrible flu!! Feeling 好辛苦哦！

Mummy is so worried for me. Keeps calling me asking me to bring this bring that.... Haiyoyo.... 1st TIME! I m so kiasue!! So guai, brought all my medicine!!! One big big packet of many diff.types of medi! 好可怕！
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终于我跟他说了。。我想我要慢慢的不要和他见面了。。但是mummy说的也对，不要这样对人家。。

But ........ Haiyoyo..... I juz feel Tat I should stay away as far as possible... But indeed he is a real good friend... A vvv.caring friend whom God has placed in my life.... I am thankful. Really thankful for such a friend in my life...
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wee~woo!! In less than 12 hrs I will be @ Bangkok! Gonna take loads of photos! Buy loads of things! Eat loads of good food ~birdnest, seafood & many many more!!
*I should b ending my year by going once more to Genting in dec..

NeXt destination : HONG KONG! who wanna go with me nehz?? Hmm.... Plan plan...need $$$... =(

2011-09-28T22:06:00.002+08:00

While Waiting for bus to go hme after tuition, saw this young school girl still in her uniform @ e bus stop.... She was chatting on e phone, crying bitterly.. So so so poor girl.... I nearly offered tissue to her. Wanting to tell her it is really not worth to cry over a guy who will make a girl cry cos of him!!!

Feel like sayang-ing her.... Poor girl, cheer up ok!! So heart pain pain to see her cried till like Tat.
眼泪不停的流，哪里有比心痛来的辛苦。。。

2011-09-28T08:40:00.002+08:00

25 mins late! Is alot alot!! Why did he turn up 25 mins late?
Sometimes fate is always making fun of people.... Why didnt e guy stop her from marrying someone whom she don't love? Why did she choose e other guy? Probably only that guy is able to provide her happiness....
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recently so many of my friends got married!! Many of them are giving birth either this or next year!!
I wan a dragon baby too. But come to think of it, it may not b a good thing! So hard to enter into schools.. so competitive ... Poor child .. Probably can try a Snake baby.. Hehe or horse baby!!! Give myself 2 more years to save up... (",()

Babies are a blessing!! They are so so ADORABLE!

2011-09-28T08:13:00.004+08:00

I wanna share something I did so so silly =(
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last sun, I was working @ 8am! Got up quite early, prepared to go work. Managed to reach MRT station on time. BUT!! but !! But!!! I dunno wat was I doing, I saw e train moving Marina Bay & thought that was e train I wanna take. So I took it, only then I realized I was going towards bukit batok instead of Clementi. Quickly alighted @ bukit batok & wanted to change train back to Jurong but e train takes 6 mins to come!! I m really gonna b late if I go bk to Jurong & change train again!!

In e end, I quickly walked out to e roadside to fetch a cab! BUT !! but!! But!! No sign of cab at all!!! So I have to CALL cab!

So blur so blur blur blur!!

Luckily I have my Mac breakfast to cheer me up =) Jeremy went opposite to buy for me after seeing June's hotcake meal makes me so tempted! Fat fat fat pls go go away!! =((
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Coming to end of this year, I need to start reviewing how much I have progressed in my personal life, career, finance, love life..... In life, IF WE ARE NOT PROGRESSING, we ARE MOVING BACKWARDS!There is no such thing as stagnant & that should NOT be the way! I muz get better & better! Learn from mistakes, learn learn learn!

2011-09-27T14:49:00.003+08:00

Ssshhhh.... Didn't see doctor today... Went to take no. Queue halfway & went hme! Managed to psycho mummy & tell her this doc not good..... I guess doc will prescribe pain killer, flu medi.... Haiyoyo waste $$ only.... I think I can juz eat panadol & everything will b solved (",()

I think I just need plenty of rest... Endure few more days so I can relax alittle ... Sherm u must Jia you for ur PSLE!!
we hv worked so hard juz for this day!! U muz do Ur vvv. BEST!

So giddy that my mind is not thinking le.... Need to relax my mind ...

I have a very beautiful & caring MUMMY! she helped me to rub my neck with a super soothing cream & bought herbal chicken soup for my dinner! Loves mummy!!! Muackz!

2011-09-26T23:07:00.002+08:00

I have got so many so many things to say .... But I m so sick, so weak to type...
~just vomitted. Guess I've overworked myself. Feeling so miserable! Having headache! Ate panadol given by Dylan & felt better. But giddiness came shortly!

Yst, dw told me something that really touches me deeply. "I wan to take care of u but I wan you to stay healthy! Can u promise me to take good care of ur health!" stay pretty but with bad health, I DON'T WANT! =(
*yes I wan my health, I wanna b a healthy & cheerful princess! Hehe....

Woo~ counting down to my Bkk trip! Though is only to Bkk, but it is my 1st time there... I m so gonna b like a princess there & spend & buy & eat whatever I WANT!

Goodnight ... Feeling uncomfortable again. Anytime will rush to toilet. Muz fast fast recover.

2011-09-25T00:48:00.002+08:00

Having vvvv.backache. =(( now feeling abit sore, alittle painful .... Why is Tat so!!!

I m worried as I felt Tat I m having prob with my spinal cord. I think I seriously need to visit Eu Ren Seng again.... E physician @ Tiong bahru plaza is good.... Should I go for a visit to her for check up?? Worried Tat something might b wrong...

Pain pain go away!! U're hurting me!

2011-09-24T07:57:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, there was a silly man waiting downstairs for 3 hrs or more! I don't know what makes him so persistent ....
Seeing him like this, really makes me 心痛。 I guess could b cos I felt that this is totally a waste of time & effort.... Hoping next time he will not b so silly anymore!
He could hv used e 3 hrs to do more things! What if I totally don't wish to come back? What if I only comes back in e midnight. If it is not b'cos of my bro, I won't go hme yst... Then isn't his waiting go to waste??! Why nv thought of this? So crazy... So so so 傻！傻瓜！

难道我心软是我的缺点吗？why am I so soft hearted! This is No No No good =(

2011-09-23T00:29:00.003+08:00

I have read this story when e Si Chuan Earthquake happened. Since then, if i m not wrong, it was in 2008.... I always always remember it in my heart. Such a motherly love!! Baby, mummy loves u!!

The real life story:

After the Earthquake had subsided, when the rescuers reached the ruins of a young woman’s house, they saw her dead body through the cracks. But her pose was somehow strange that she knelt on her knees like a person was worshiping; her body was leaning forward, and her two hands were supporting by an object. The collapsed house had crashed her back and her head. With so many difficulties, the leader of the rescuer team put his hand through a narrow gap on the wall to reach the woman’s body. He was hoping that this woman could be still alive. However, the cold and stiff body told him that she had passed away for sure. He and the rest of the team left this house and were going to search the next collapsed building. For some reasons, the team leader was driven by a compelling force to go back to the ruin house of the dead woman. Again, he knelt down and used his had through the narrow cracks to search the little space under the dead body. Suddenly, he screamed with excitement,” A child! There is a child! “ The whole team worked together; carefully they removed the piles of ruined objects around the dead woman. There was a 3 months old little boy wrapped in a flowery blanket under his mother’ s dead body. Obviously, the woman had made an ultimate sacrifice for saving her son. When her house was falling, she used her body to make a cover to protect her son. The little boy was still sleeping peacefully when the team leader picked him up. The medical doctor came quickly to exam the little boy. After he opened the blanket, he saw a cell phone inside the blanket. There was a text message on the screen. It said ,” If you can survive, you must remember that I love you.” This cell phone was passing around from one hand to another. Every body that read the message wept. ” If you can survive, you must remember that I love you.”

Since then, I kept reminding myself that I am so much so much fortune than e baby, than many of e victims ..... If e baby can survive through, so can all of us regardless of e difficulties we r going through....
"God will never give us the things that we can't handle" .. matter of mind only! Jia you & fight for myself (",()

2011-09-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

I seriously think that I have the BEST MUMMY on earth!!

~mummy nv fails to care for us... Always always there to encourage us! Making sure Tat we are safe & taken good care of.
Mummy mummy I love u. Though recently I hv been thinking alot & ponder on certain things ... Hugging mummy & asking mummy if I did e right thing this time round!
She nv scold me but she said "Mei Mei ah, of cos u did e right thing! U are right! I know what you are going through. give urself some time ok" these are exactly what she told me! I know for sure even e whole world abandon me, I have my BEST MUMMY on earth!
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I m already so fortunate... What's more should I ask for? =)
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okay, I m all ready for e 2nd half of sept! Go go go! Coming to end of 2011 soon! I need to buck up in lots of things le!!!! I m going to turn 24th in leas than 4 mths!! Haiyoyo come to think of it, quite scary eh.... =( =(
== tired tired tired... Need a good good rest!

Goodnight baby!

2011-09-18T15:57:00.002+08:00

Omg!! Where is my sleeping God!?? How come Nowadays I always wake up around 9+ 10+!! how come how come???
BUT I'll feel so so so sleepy in e afternoon!!! Goodness! Wrong timing ! Argghhh.... This whole week has been answering 100 over calls a day! Many nasty customers! Stressed !! Forever never ending workload!!

Tuitions & more tuitions! Totally no time for myself EXCEPT for my precious FRIDAY!!
~tired tired! Been sick for quite some time le. Condition got worse this week.... Sore throat! Terrible miserable.BAD FLU!! Coughing non stop till my colleagues find me irritating =( Esp my TM who is sitting infront of me. She gave me medical oil, asked me to buy herbal tea... My colleague Li min fed me with Pi Pa Gao! So many caring ppl around, so I muz quickly recover from it! Everyday I m so so exhausted!
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E only motivation I have is my BKK trip! Looking forward to drink bird nest everyday! Eat my fav seafood! Shop till I drop! = pocket 空空！ hehe....
Time please please pass faster! Can't wait for this day to come!!!
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Need another short getaway in month of Nov & Dec...
~very likely will b Genting & Batam.....
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Only with 1 regret! Did not bring mummy to HK! & I hv not been there too!! I really wished to go at least once to Macau & HK in e soonest time possible!!!
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yst went to Long Beach Restaruant @ east coast to eat! Yummy yummy! Will post some of my yummy food & yummy face. Hehe...
Recently had a good chat with Jun hui & Chong luk.... Chong luk always have e don't care attitude. But Jun hui has been feeling really down! He has been drinking alot! *so bad for health* I can really feel for him. Wonder why he just could not get out from it *love life*...

Jun hui，你真的要加油，只有你能帮自己走出黑暗。。

2011-09-17T23:23:00.004+08:00

我知道你很难过。。。
爱一个don't b too serious
你受伤的眼神另人心疼。。。
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Having terrible headache!! =( omg I realize my stomach is getting bigger & bigger!! What can I do with it????!!!!
Still thinking if I should b sisters for Val Ma! Still not feeling well... Tmr still hv to teach & rush for e wedding dinner .... So so so BUSY this whole week!!!! Nv hv I been so busy before yet feels a sense of satisfaction !! Accomplished lots of things... Very fulfilling week!!
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so excited when I was talking to Sophie abt Bkk trip in Oct!! Stupid Ah luk keeps bullying me also !! But with them around at least I m happier than being in my own cluster! =( at least I could talk rubbish with them! Hehe =)

Today I got alittle shocked that he knows so much abt my stuffs... How would he know.
AND y should he bother ..Dun wanna care so much... All I know is look forward =) 往前看。。。他都说了，当成回意吧！
Today Li min told me she knows wat happened to me but she does not wan to ask more ... & she says "两个人相爱又不能在一起是最痛苦的事，你不是这样吗？I feel like telling her 我的是单方面。。but I told her 事情过去了，我忘了。=)

放弃你我做不到。。。不是天涯海角。。在我身边就好。。

Okay I think I m gonna slp soon!! Juz ironed my sister's dress....still thinking if I should b there by 4am!

2011-09-17T16:58:00.003+08:00

Today I've accomplished many tasks!
~finished running intellistor for 3 yrs' statement.. Closed 2 major case!
~Did Pedi & Mani .. Val's wedding tmr .. Sophie & ah luk accompanied me to find a medi & padi shop during their lunch break! Hmm not bad lah . Quite touch tough ... Hehe
~bringing boy for dinner @ Somerset for advance b'dae dinner!!
~ going hme to take sister's dress & night dress!!

Woo~ feels GREAT doing so many things a day!!

2011-09-17T01:33:00.002+08:00

When a woman asked you a question, is better that you tell her e truth, chances are she already knows it.

I am 6 weeks & I m craving for more chocolates ..... This month is a mth to support with breast cancers. Be strong to fight against e virus!

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have been coughing vvv.badly this whole week. Having bad sore throat! Totally can't breathe! =(( No motivation to go for work everyday!!! Have been real busy recently!! Everything seems like a DREAM!! I can't believe that I can't really recall what has happened recently. Things happened too fast! 一时间接受不来。
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很多东西，习惯成自然。。

2011-09-16T22:00:00.004+08:00

Today had EEC "Mooncake walk" around CHINATOWN .... Nothing much ... took some photos for "show"? But had a good chat with some of them.. Surprised that Dylan came for this activity as well --> XI KE =)

Today met up with "small fat"... he is super CUTE now! Loves him to bits.... he is so sensible now... so caring...
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I m so looking forward to my BKK trip soon! Really need to get out of here ... leave everything behind for awhile.... dun wish to bother so much... Just wanna enjoy myself as much as I could now before ...........

2011-09-16T01:02:00.012+08:00

Part & Parcel of life

Really needs a long break from everything here... Seems like things are not going very smoothly... Geraldine is gonna be stronger than ever ! =)

2011-09-13T18:08:00.002+08:00

我其实一点都不恨你。。but I have no choice.....
希望你真的会过得更好更快乐。。。

我祝福你！(",()

2011-09-13T12:13:00.003+08:00

一天又一天的这样就过去了。。。

Day after Day.... What have I done? What have I accomplished? I wanna do many many things!
Seems like I've been talking abt it for quite some time! I need to put it into actions. 助人为快乐之本。。

Unpleasant things have been happening ... But slowly it will fade off! Is only a small matter, 很快就会过去了。。。
心动=心痛= 要学着拿的起放的下！ there was once a good friend told me, why do u have e courage to take it up but have no courage to put it down?? This is so true!! Not knowing what will happen & I dare to take it up, why am I so weak to put it down?

可以的。。幸福是自己去争取的。。加油。
生命真的是很无常。。想做就去做。。

2011-09-11T04:40:00.003+08:00

失去了才知道真真的痛。。。

Why am I being so stubborn??? Why did I make such decision??? Why did I allowed it to happen???

真的好痛好痛！痛到我没有办法呼吸。。痛到我好想放弃一切。。

我要如何再站起来？再面对你呢？

2011-09-07T20:35:00.003+08:00

I can't believe that while giving tuitions, I m doing doing EEC event!!! Our Batam trip !! So many many work to do in office, after work I m still bothered by all these!! Never ending workload!!! Learning to stretch my capacity!!!! Muz enlarge it so that I could accomplish more work in a day!!!

Many were wondering how do I manage so many things @ a time!! But somehow I feel is how we look @ it.... I have my goal ... My aim... Probably these are e reasons which have been pushing me to stretch my limit...... I jus feel a sense of achievement & satisfaction .....

If I m daring enough, I wanna go HK myself!!! Stay in e hotel myself..... Walk around myself... Explore explore!!! But 我是个胆小鬼。。it won't happen de lar =(
Better b more realistic in my aim! =)

CHEERS!

2011-09-07T19:31:00.002+08:00

Omg~omg~
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I so wanna get the Tiffany & Co's necklace!! Really love it so much so much!!!!!

Their bracelet with e lock is so nice so nice too!! But it is gonna cost a big bomb!! =((

Wonder when will I be able to own one of these!!!! ~ even if I hv e $$$, 我不舍得买。。
Probably I won't b able to own one at all.... Well, shall jus admire =)

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I began to realize that each time I blog, there muz b something which has been bothering me alot alot.... But I muz learn to grow up .... After each problem ~ if it don't kill me, it juz make me stronger.....

Come what may, god dun give me things which I can't handle..... Pls juz dun let me collapse..... Cos it hurts alot to b able to stand up again!!

Jia you 加油！

2011-08-30T10:21:00.007+08:00

Have not been uploading photos.... would like to share some memories here!

3/4 of year 2011 has passed !! What have I accomplished this year?

* Managed to travel a few times this year.
~ Esp to countries like Bangkok, Batam, KL, Malacca, Genting.....
Thinking of going Bali & Redang.. Such a BEAUTIFUL PLACE!! I wanna travel to 3rd world country! I want to buy many toys & sweets & tidbits for many children over there.... I want to be there for them. Feel how they feel ... I believe only then I'll know how fortunate I am !!

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Been through some emotional ups & downs recently.... All I want is only only SIMPLE LIFE, SIMPLE FAMILY... SIMPLE BOYFRIEND/HUBBY to dote on me & shower me with all e cares & concerns... 可是很多时候
简单就是最难得到的不是吗？

" I know God will not give me anything that I can't handle. I just wished that he didn't trust me so much."

生命无常, live life with no REGRETS.... 很多很多时候，为什么要等到真的失去了才来说我真的很爱你，不能再失去你了。不要再离开我了，我不要再放开你了，这一辈子都不放！

Very very touching phrases... but if you dare to say this, make sure u really mean it as it can be a vvvv.hurtful phrases as well!!

好好的爱一次！

2011-08-02T09:19:00.004+08:00

Love meant that u care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be ..... 真的须要很大的勇气对你还深爱着的人说出口。

How much assurance do we have in a Relationship?? Am I being too stubborn to Believe That there is really true love? Am I v.foolish to believe Tat as long as 彼此相爱就能在一起？Am I vvvv.silly to enter into a relationship 又再次受伤。。。

哭过就算了。。。但是需要多久的时间才能再次回到原来的自己？

乌云遮蔽了天空窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了不为彼此难过
过各自的生活

oh baby~~
你答应我的我都记得但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后你要好好生活

不要想我也别再哭了

我们的十字路口下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了不为彼此难过
过各自的生活

oh baby~~
你答应我的我都记得但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了

New house

2011-07-10T22:19:00.003+08:00

Recently have been listening to worship songs.... presence of God is so overwhelming... I m touched once again by Lord.... you nv fail to lift me when I fall, by your mercy of your Grace. I miss Church, I miss the word of God, I miss you, Lord!!

You're my Father, Provider..... Father I worship u....

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Today was a very very busy day for me... have been cleaning up the hse.. moving things from mummy's hse (admiralty --> Pandan Garden) ... All thanks to Ah Kiong for his help!! Without his help, I wont be able to accomplish many things today! Kiong, many thanks once again!! =) u're always my BRO!!!

Suddenly, ONCE AGAIN I felt that I am really such a blessed girl!! I have many many good friends around me, they have NEVER failed to be by my side whenever I needed them!! Nv once they have failed me! I am thankful.. REALLY so grateful. Simply no words to describe my gratitude towards them!! Sometimes I really dunno what have I done to deserve those friends who will company me through my ups and downs ....

I LOVE MY FRIENDS, COLLEAGUES .....

Soon, I will be having my mini house warming... will get some closer friends to come over ... So looking forward to this day, wait till everything to settle, things to be unpacked.. hse is fully cleaned up!! =))

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Recently found a very cool and relaxing place to chill... eat pizza and Pasta and pour things out!! The whole place looks like La Vegas... hahahahha .... I love that place alot!! Have been enjoying and feeding myself with losta good food and traveling quite often nowadays = POCKET big big HOLE =( But dun worry, I have my limit de =) Will start to save up! cos I wan to buy my 1st condo.... my 1st car... my dream of bringing mummy to many places..... many many many things yet to do, yet to accomplish.....OMG!!!!!

2011-06-15T21:52:00.004+08:00

Many many events lined up for me to accomplish for e next half of the year!

*Gonna arrange a trip to HK in Aug
*Confirmed going to Bangkok in 06 Oct to 09 Oct.
*Gonna go for OCBC Team's building in Malaysia in July.
*Gonna slp down @ least 4kg by end of this year.
*Gonna save $$$ to my target $**,***... hahaha *thinking if it's possible* lol
*Gonna get married *crossed finger* haha..
*Gonna buy myself a diamond ring =) *isn't it supposed to be someone buying for me?
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OMG! I can't go on anymore! If not e list gonna b never ending... Good to hv some realistic plans! Once achieved, at least satisfaction ...

Come to think of it, my younger bro going in army soon in Aug! Will b so worried for him... Hopefully he will grow to b a real man after army & not like now! A FAT MAN! =)

So tired now, hv waited for half an Hr & no sign of my bus! Urghhh...So I shall take this time to pour out everything ....

Recently there are so many disasters & diseases spreading around.... More often than not, we will nv really understand those kind of pains to go through loss of kins, $$$ or business.... Life is so unpredictable! So short that I couldn't imagine. Sometimes, taking a step back & relax alittle isn't a bad idea =)

2011-06-15T10:23:00.001+08:00

So tiring ....... Earning $$$ is soooo..... Tiring!! Can I find a way to let $$ earn for me??

Tuitions & tuitions... Work & work ... Commitments & commitments.... Nv nv ending ... Feel like going overseas alone!!! Juz go to some resort with beautiful beaches... But where? I need to b brave enough to do all these .. *tentatively still scare to stay alone in hotels..* hehehe.. Shame on me!

Though partying, eating good food, chilling & hanging out with friends are fun & happening... Still there are times where we will want to be alone.. Listen to our own voices & mind. Think through things .. One thing to conclude: humans are never never satisfied with what they have! So even though I hv many good friends around me, having a stable job, hv a lovely & fat mummy who will sometimes cook nice dishes for me... But I m still feeling NOT ENOUGH! but wat is missing? I dunno??

Many many things are happening everyday! Learning in progress! To cope with people, stress, anger, emotions etc etc... Well.. Part & parcel of life isn't it? Today juz spoken to Kah boon, he reminded me of my grandpa! I miss him loads. Miss disturbing him, chatting with him, visit him... Miss his laughters, concerns & food & drinks Tat he always buy for us!! Thousands & thousands of things to thank him!

This year, I m preparing to bring mummy for a long distance trip! She has nv travel b4.. So poor thing! I muz Do something abt it...
Gonna bring mummy to HK in Aug if possible! (",()

Cool ... Going on block leaves soon... Gonna take a 11 days break! Get myself recharged & refreshed once again... Team building in July! Quite looking forward to it actually =)

Okay gonna concentrate on giving tuitions now! No more blogging!
Come back soon! Hehe

2011-04-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

Time flies .....

Half a year has passed ... What have I achieved in this half a year?? It seems like I've been leading my life rather blindly. My plans of getting a house of my own with my husband, getting married in this 1 or 2 yrs time. Giving birth by age 25... Seems like I'm dreaming! But I'm still hoping my wish may come true real soon ....

2011:

I have achieved myself a new career in OCBC & have been achieving rather good results on my performance....
~will continue to work hard & fight for better results each month!

Other than that? I still felt that something is missing in my life!
My mum has been asking me when do I wan to get married & 生小孩。After chatting with her, I felt that my dream of becoming a young mummy is drifting further & further =( Probably I should drop this mindset so that I will not b looking forward to it! The more I think of it, e more disappointed... Somehow felt that 岁月不留人。one blink = few years passed!! Is so scary!!

Thinking of further studying as well... Thinking of taking up Marketing degree... Should I or should I not?? I needed a sum of $$$ to further study .. * pending for approval* by myself =)

Okay! Goodnight peers! Finally I managed to write a post after so many months!!

2011-01-01T14:17:00.003+08:00

Happy 2011...

Greater resolutions
Greater earning power
Greater capacity to forgive & forget
Greater love for my loved ones
Greater mindset to step out to the unknown

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So excited to be part of 2011 。Most importantly, greater changes!
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Here I am coming stronger each time! Never submit to failure or defeats easily! Go go go GIRL!

2010-12-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today Is the last day of 2010 ... Time really flies .. Many many things has been happening & I've also travelled to quite a few places! This has always been my dream to travel around e world.

Since I started working in OCBC.. I've no time to blog! Office's computer can only access to certain website so I was not able to blog during office hrs ...
Many asked if I've regretted leaving NETS to OCBC:
** Yes & No **

Entering into e corporate world has allowed me to see many many different type of ppl with so many different personality .. I've learnt over the years to b more careful with e choice of words when I speak. However, I still can't change as not to be so direct when comes to some sensitive topics.

Well, I am also not sure how long will I be staying here. 一天过一天在打算吧...
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Okay enough said of my career stuff. I m so excited & looking forward to 2011... Somehow I felt that more are coming this coming year. I m prepared to receive more blessings & I believe I m moving towards my goal v.soon which is to get MARRIED @ a young age! Lol .. Oops but no one wanna marry me yet! *sob sob*

Counting down to this wonderful brand new year! 我相信一年会比一年好！ Huat ar!

Okay I shall stop here & I'll blog more regularly from now on ...

Bye 2010 ** HELLO 2011^ loves

2010-10-10T01:04:00.002+08:00

The OCBC contact centre training has started for about a month ....

Progression:

~Tough

~Thousands & Millions of product knowledge

~Competitive

~Fast pace (super fast)

~Task-Oriented

~Results Driven

These are the stresses that I've been going through everyday... Plus my kid's exam... I HATE THE MONTH of OCT..... is too much workload.... I can't breathe soon! Am floating in the deep sea right now! Once Oct is cleared, another kind of stress will be coming

==================================================================

~ My kids' results

and

~I will be officially picking up calls (means training would have finished by then) .... Everyone will start picking and pin-pointing my weaknesses and mistakes!

This is life man! Different phase of life = different stress level = meeting different kind of people .. "Endure" and "Persevere" are the words to use now....

My only motivation now is HOLIDAY >> Pampering myself with lots and lots of TRIPS....

Upcoming trips:

~Desaru

~Hong Kong

~Thailand

I wanna go go go SOON! Can't wait for Oct to pass soon....

2010-09-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

Seems like ages that I've not been posting my updates le ...... Okay let me just update alittle about myself:

1) I am no longer in NETS since 09092010.

2) Have been travelling to many places just in this year .

3) Fell in LOVE with tortoise (Baobe) and tigger (",() & This explains why my tortoise and tigger and getting more & more on my bed and in Office... hahahaha.....

Have been in OCBC for 2 weeks, still trying to cope with all the product knowledge. I am starting to miss my NETS colleagues...... I'm really touched by the gifts that they gave me (Addias watch, flowers, cakes, masks .... etc).... I have been wanting to buy my addias watch and SURPRISE they got it for me!

2010-09-03T10:14:00.003+08:00

!This Niece of mine is super super cute!
'

!Her eyes is super round!

2010-09-02T16:46:00.003+08:00

~~ !Many many fond memories in Bintan!~~

My Fatfat & Ah Boy

Woo ~~ Setting off le ... @ Tanah Merah Ferry terminal

In just 45mins and we've arrived!

2010-08-25T09:05:00.002+08:00

~ I hate it when people are always so defensive ...

~ I hate it when people are always so fake .... (Dislike means Dislike .. Don't need to pretend that u're still v.caring and concerned)

~ I hate it when people take things for granted (don't ever make use of people's weaknesses to gain benefits from it cos that does not make u proud @ all) ...

~ I hate it when someone falls and never learn how to stand up again ...

~ I hate it when people always think that the "face" is bigger than anything ...

STILL .....

I am living in such a world ... so I've to learn to accept & adapt to it ... This is life isn't it ..... everywhere is filled with such people ...

2010-08-24T11:11:00.005+08:00

We were singing our LUNG out ... hahahah .... Super Funny & Fun!

Our Room! 11621

2010-08-24T09:23:00.004+08:00

2010-08-20T10:30:00.002+08:00

20~Aug~10

Going on board to my 1st EVER trip on CRUISE ......

So excited! I'm counting down a few hours more! Tik tik tik ...... tok tok tok ..... (",()

For this which also means more PHOTOS will becoming up soon! Woo~Hoo~!

2010-08-17T23:24:00.001+08:00

My Favourite now ~~

王力宏-你不知道的事
　　作词：王力宏瑞业
　　作曲：王力宏

　　蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
　　夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
　　我飞行但你坠落之际
　　很靠近还听见呼吸
　　对不起我却没捉紧你
　　你不知道我为什么离开你
　　我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
　　你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
　　在心里清晰
　　你不知道我为什么狠下心　
　　盘旋在你看不见的高空里
　　多的是你不知道的事
　　蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
　　夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
　　我飞行但你坠落之际
　　很靠近还听见呼吸
　　对不起我却没捉紧你
　　你不知道我为什么离开你
　　我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
　　你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
　　在心里清晰
　　你不知道我为什么狠下心
　　盘旋在你看不见的高空里
　　多得是你不知道的事
　　我飞行但你坠落之际
　　噢噢~
　　你不知道我为什么离开你
　　我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
　　你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
　　在心里清晰
　　你不知道我为什么狠下心
　　盘旋在你看不见的高空里
　　多的是你不知道的事

2010-08-16T16:39:00.002+08:00

My blog is rotting soon ..... Too many things have been happening... seriously don't know where can I start ...

I shall forsake all unhappiness and focus on my HOLIDAY TRIPS!

20th Aug 10 to 22nd Aug 10 --> Cruise to KL.

27th Aug 10 to 29th Aug 10 --> Bintan.

09 Sept 10 --> JB (For seafood feast and shopping).

Wow ... wow ... wow .... so many many activities lining up waiting for ME! Princess Geraldine is coming!

Oh ya One more GOOD NEWS:
I will be leaving NETS soon (13/09/10) for my career advancement...... All the BEST to myself (",()

2010-08-08T15:06:00.001+08:00

My personality test:

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

2010-08-06T14:41:00.001+08:00

~~~YEAH .... finally I am going for my trip again to BINTAN!!!

I believe it's gonna be a memorable trip again! Looking forward to this upcoming trip on FRI (13/08/10 to 15/08/10) ... =)

I'm LOVING IT!

2010-08-05T01:04:00.002+08:00

Recently, read through some of my friend's blog.... Yes I agreed with her (eve) that this mixed feeling is soooo ..... hard to describe....

What am I doing now? ..... What is actually happening around the world now? .... It seems like I have been living in my own world ... thinking differently...

Why is that so? ... Could it be I am really numb to things that are happening around me? Or I am forcing myself to accept what is happening? .... I think these 2 reasons are higher chance.

"I just want to treasure my life every min & secs..."

So many disasters are happening around the world.... We have no more time le.... LIVE IT... Come on Girl....... Live it man!! Do whatever u want NOW! Cos I may not have the chance le.....

My greatest & biggest Wish is to TRAVEL overseas more often! I want to make it happen & not live in regrets when one day I am no longer around ......

2010-07-30T10:26:00.000+08:00

再好的东西都有失去的一天。再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。

再爱的人，也有远走的一天。

再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。该放弃的决不挽留。

该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过...

2010-07-30T10:13:00.001+08:00

Coming to start of Aug, Just felt that July is not a good month for me... Many things happened ... Changes are everywhere ...

Yst night, Moon msg me this : "we become attached to what's familiar and sometimes we hold on to things that are safe & predictable even if they're bad for us."

"Alot of pain you are experiencing right now is FEAR. Fear of things being different than how you liked them, fear of never finding another love, fear of being alone, fear of having to fill your timedifferently. WE ARE AFRAID OF THE UNKNOWN"

2010-07-29T16:04:00.002+08:00

This silly girl is alone @ hme ...

This silly girl does not want to go anywhere ...

This silly girl does not want to eat anything ....

This silly girl does not anything but ** ***....

2010-07-29T15:41:00.003+08:00

A silly girl is blogging now ...

~ This silly girl does not know what is happening...

~ This silly girl does not want to accept what is happening...

~ This silly girl does not know how to react to things that is happening around her...

~ This silly girl has been crying non-stop since yst night...

~ This silly girl has not eaten anything ...

~ What does this silly girl wants...

~ Can someone just give this silly girl a tight tight slap ...

What is happening now? Why did things turned till like that? Why can't the clock turn back?

Why .. Why ... Why...

2010-07-28T10:20:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I just received a stalk of Rose from Wilfred Tung! lol ... it was really beautiful.... hmm... I think he felt guilty always bully me that's y even he has already left NETS, he still gave me Roses ... hahahaha...

Wilfred Tung, u better stop bullying me! And faster meet up for a meal leh... probably we can get Shirley, Shin hui they all to come along =)

2010-07-26T17:44:00.001+08:00

My Nieces are so CUTE!!!

OMG ... loves both of them!!! (",()

2010-07-24T21:26:00.002+08:00

.... Only when you lost it, then you will know how to treasure ....

I just felt that sometimes we should learn to be more sensitive to the people around you ... Things do not need to end up in quarrel to resolve.

For eg; Quality time is one of the most essential component in every aspects of a relationship .... Be it (friendship/ boy-girl r/s/ family) etc ...... It is always very crucial to spend time with the people whom you love or treasure .... Certain things/people in life, if you lose it, you will never be able to win back! ..... BE CAREFUL cos you might be @ the verge of losing ...

Yes, you may say or think that you don't really care .. then we shall see.... cos human's nature is "if you don't experience it urself, you will not (NEVER) know how important it is to u!"

2010-07-23T12:12:00.009+08:00

Went for a PARTY PARTY

16 - July - 10

Heidi Fat Fat was too touched by us!!

What did we gave her?? hmm.... SURPRISE!!

We wanted the waiter to surprise her by bringing the flower and gift that we bought for her.

2010-07-19T23:38:00.002+08:00

National day is COMING.... Happy 45th Anniversary

There was a time when people said that bus fares won't increase

But it did....

There was a time when people think that CPF contributions won't decrease

But it did.

We build a nation with nothing free.

Reaching out together for all your money.

This is my country, this is my flat

Is there any future or is this a lie?

What happen to my family.What happen to my friends.

W e are Chin Kang Kor, Chin Kang Kor

Singapore, our homeland, it's here that we are conned.

All of us united, one people struggling on.

We work so hard together, what have we achieve?

Singapore forever, a nation with price increase.

2010-07-19T23:22:00.002+08:00

Finally bought the Bags that I wanted.. hmm spent another Big Big Bomb again!!! Oh No!! I think it is really time for me to keep all my cards away so I will not spend on this & that! My saving target seems quite far, so I muz really stop all the spending!

hmm.... looking forward to planning for my next trip... wanna go for a shopping spree! hahaha .. one moment ago said wanna stop spending, the next moment thinking of shopping spree.... cos I wanna go Shen Zheng, Zu Hai and Hong Kong... these 3 places are shopping heaven... 不逛白不逛 right.. *Giving myself a lot of excuses* hahaha...

Few days ago I raised a QN to my mummy: "mummy wre do u feel like going for holiday?" Her reply was "anywhere near to S'pore that no need to take plane"... lol the reason being she was afraid abt the plane crash experiences. Haiyo my this mummy has a funny thinking ... so hard to bring her for holiday .. maybe I should not ask her but just buy the air ticket and tell her I have bought the ticket and she has no choice. (",()

2010-07-14T12:39:00.002+08:00

This whole house is a MESS!

My dad kept siding with her and says she has to work can't do so much house chores! What kind of SHIT & Rubbish! Such an excuses also got face to say! Ya she is so tired and I am NOT?? I am working full time & giving tuitions... but I still do all the cleaning up frequently .... I don't only clean up my room! I sweep and mop the whole house, clean the toilet! What did she do? All she does is to make sure that her OWN ROOM is CLEAN! SHIT her!!! Many times she ate biscuits and dropped all over the kitchen floor BUT she did not clean up after that > What happened next --> Ants all over!!

Can anyone tell me how come in this world got such person exist!! Why why why????

I hate this house, I hate this family!

I have been asking myself if 1 day my dad is no longer in this world, will I feel regretful? Seriously I really don't know! I just need him to be more reasonable! He can't be siding with her even when she is sooo ...LAZY & STUPID!

Are we really his children?? Sometimes I really wonder!

2010-07-14T11:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I was so upset with the family that I have.

I HATE the china woman in my family! Plssss...... ask her to GET LOST! She is seriously the stupidiest person that I've seen in this world. I was washing my bro, dad and my clothes (is like so many) and I washed in the washing machine with full tank of water and without me knowing it, she went to reduce the amt of water to only HALF! How can the clothes more than the amt of water in the machine?? How to wash!???

AND the most irritating and frustating part was she washed her clothes after that with only clothes less than half of the washing machine but she used full tank of the washing machine to wash all her SMELLY CLOTHES!

BITCH HER!

She is super PLAIN LAZY and growing Fatter & Fatter each day! She don't do house chores. Never mind I am already v.v.pissed with her about this, yet she still interfere when I am doing all the cleaning up! OMG I can't take it anymore! fcuk HER!

If one day I really can't stand her, I am NOT going to her or anyone any FACE!She is pushing to my limit. there is no way for me to talk to Dad about this.. cos he is always standing @ her side... she is a SUPER DUPER damn GOOD actress infront of my Dad and my relatives...!!! WORLD GOLD STAR AWARD!

2010-07-08T15:49:00.002+08:00

Me and my beautiful MUMMY

My mummy's feets! the sales gal in M'sia said my mummy's nails are v.beautiful (",()

My San Yi and Cousin (shi Jia)

Why my mummy always like to act cute de...lol

It was a super tiring trip to M'sia! But Enjoyed myself so much... as usual bought many things and spent almost $200 sing dollars!

2010-07-06T14:01:00.002+08:00

My upcoming plan is probably to go Hong Kong or Beijing! I want to go! I don't care le .... i will make sure I make it happen by this year!

Here I come ...................................... Wait for my ARRIVAL!

2010-07-03T18:27:00.004+08:00

Recently, I am so into Wolrd Cup... lol .. Many of my friends gave me a nickname "Soccer Queen". hahaha.... Cos I've predicted many of the matches correctly esp the most difficult part to predict which is the EXACT SCORE.

Hmm... probably I really have the talent for prediction ah ... hahaha ... Well, 4 yrs for these matches still alright lah ... But addictive gambling is a NO! NO! Pls.... People don't get so addicted or hook up to such games and continue gambling after World Cup .... *Smack backside*

Feeling so *Sleepy* now! The weather is so cooling and shiok ... But my schedule is always so tight that I seldom have the time to laid around @ hme and do whatever that I'm doing only during the NIGHT time for now -->Which also means I have to sacrifice my beauty sleep!

God pls provide me with the at least a 2.5k job so I can just focus on one job and NOT a permanent job + 4 tuitions ....

2010-07-03T11:52:00.002+08:00

Today is already 3rd July 2010 .... Slightly more than half a yr has passed... What have I achieved for the past half a yr?

~ Learning more things @ work (means more workload)..

~ Performing @ work...

It seems like everything is about Work & Work.... What have I done to improve and strike a balance between my personnal life?

I am really not satisfied with what I am doing/leading now. =(

2010-07-03T10:46:00.003+08:00

I really need to travel asap! I need a long break from it. I need a balance between my work life and personal life ~~ Feeling a little drained out le. This is NOT a good sign!

All I need is maybe a week of holiday to recharge myself! But where and when can I go? Should I just bagpack and go myself to a relaxing place! Mayb I should go Bintan myself... Away from all pressures.

Though pressures may be good to slowly mould my character, BUT too much of it IS NOT HEALTHY. If I can work till I cry, I think I might reached my limit of tolerance. Yst, I had a chat with Mandy Jie, she said "ger ah, I think u are a gal who can get over things rather fast and be back to a cheerful ger." My immediate reply was "Mandy jie, mayb u do not know I am just

surpressing myself. I do not know my threshold level can withstand for how long more."

Maybe getting away from all tuitions, work and people can be a GREAT relief? I believe so....

2010-06-27T14:31:00.006+08:00

M'sia Trip with my Mummy, didi & my mummy's colleagues.... Total: 17 ppl. The bus journey took us about 4 hrs plus... I think we are almost in KL ...

26/06/10

Glad that we managed to catch the fire crackers

We went to 2 temples.... only me & my didi were busy exploring around and taking photos... lol

Look @ my mummy... she is paying her respect to Guan Ying Niang Niang... (",()

So here am I taking photos ... hahaha

The weather is super duper HOT

My handsome & Cute didi.. lol

Mummy act COOL --> Look @ her sunglass...lol

Ba Xian guo Hai....

hmm we are doing some shopping for FOOD! lol

She looks so cute & Young in this photo lah!

Taking photos while waiting for our Breakfast

Our 4 hrs bus journey!

2010-06-25T15:30:00.007+08:00

Hahaha ... these are just some of the photos taken ... now changed to LAZY mode ... will upload when I've the mood =)

2010-06-22T10:37:00.002+08:00

Lesson learnt:

u need to learn how to accept defeat before u know how to win. its not how long u

learn, its about how much u have absorbed while learning... be water my friend..

Unless we can learn to be humble, if not never think of moving far ... this is so simple to say ah ... so tired with all these nonsense le ... Can I just move on to another kind of life, another kind of environment...

I juz want to live in a happy world... travel everywhere I want.. meet happy people... good health .... ARGH !@! !! Sorry people just let me vent my frustrations out and I will be fine!

2010-06-14T14:08:00.001+08:00

Somthing wrong with my Lappy ... will upload the rest in Office tomorrow =)

2010-06-14T13:59:00.001+08:00

My goodness.... I didnt know I am so into WORLD CUP !! Is like I have been watching for every matches ... Furthermore, I am not a very soccer person... lol... soooo... tired but WORTH it ... hahah ... so far no win no lose! lol (",()

2010-06-10T10:48:00.002+08:00

Very disappointed today... As I received an e-mail from Singapore Institute of Technology that they do not offer Part-time degree courses ... The fee for full time course is only $9000 as compared to like $24000 if I were to take elsewhere part-time. But too bad, they do not offer part-time degree! Should I take up full time and Quit my Job? Is it worth it? I have all the way till next year Feb to think....

Now only left the MDIS course & I have to wait for the MDIS consultant to contact me regarding about the part-time degree course that I've applied 2 days ago ...

Am I making the right choice to further study? Knowledge is the tool to authority!

2010-06-08T22:34:00.004+08:00

It seems like this year 2010 is passing soooo .... fast soooo .... fast... thinking back, what have I done for first half of the year?

Have I done anything to improve myself? Am I improving or degrading? Oh no.... I can't just let time flies just like that! IS TIME for me to UPGRADE myself le! I Need to study!! UNI ... I'm coming!! Wait for my enrolment. Should I go for Marketing or Hospitality?

What's more should I plan for this year? I'm getting older le ... I can't just live day by day without any fulfillment > Come on.... plan plan plan.... I planned to travel more often each year.. but this year I only went to Phuket in Feb! Where & when will be my NEXT Trip? AND MORE TRIPS??

2010-06-08T22:30:00.001+08:00

没那麼简单就能找到聊得来的伴

尤其是在看过了那麼多的背叛

总是不安只好强悍

谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麼简单就能去爱别的全不看

变得实际也许好也许坏各一半

不爱孤单一久也习惯

不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西

感觉累了就放空自己

别人说的话随便听一听自己作决定

不想拥有太多情绪

一杯红酒配电影

在周末晚上关上了

手机舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麼容易每个人有他的脾气

过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静

幸福没有那麼容易才会特别让人著迷

什麼都不懂的年纪

曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

2010-06-07T11:45:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, I went to church's website to watch the sermon on the *POWER OF FORGIVENESS*

Though this msg I've heard it twice - probably the same pointers over the past few years. But as I watch the sermon, my tears still rolled down .... The presence of God is so tangible as they sang the song "God of my youth, I remembered" ... Yes, I remembered!

Pastor mentioned that every man is to be the Pastor, Protector & Leader to his wife and his family. And a man should lay down his life for his wife! And if he failed to do so, the woman will feel vulnerable & insecured then woman will start to take the lead in order to protect themselves. I believe these are some of the key points that a man should remember & do for their wife.

Take NOTE:

** So guys please remember that you have a BIG responsibility for your own family after you get married. Please don't treat it as a GAME **

Small details can lead to a downfall of a relationship, don't treat it lightly. Man, be more SENSITIVE to your wife's needs and wants.

It is human's nature to only look after their own wants and needs. But if you want to maintain a positive & long lasting r/s, start to be more aware of ur partner's needs =)

2010-06-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

Yeah ~~ Shin bringing me to Melben to eat.... is a SEAFOOD RESTAURANT! I wanna eat my CRAB ....

My stomach super hungry NOW! But I am still waiting for Shin from 6 plus to now.... and is almost 8pm le =(

2010-06-02T19:15:00.004+08:00

I'm glad that today's presentation & competition (CCAS) is over (All the hardwork that I've put in for these few weeks!)... I would say that the experience is really remarkable & unforgettable... Though, last min many of us were told not to present using powerpoint slides & the judges made it seems like it is "interviewing style" --> it is a v.last min changes that many of us were not prepared AT ALL for such arrangement!

I have indeed gained alot of insights and learnt how to react in such situation when changes at at the very last min....

Now I am only praying for favor of men.... And the judges are comfortable with my presentations (",()

2010-05-29T10:11:00.002+08:00

Somehow I felt that I have missed out something great outside....

~ I missed out something that $$$ can't buy...

~ I missed out those pple who used to grow with me spiritually...

~ I missed those times when we will queue together for a few hours to get into the main hall...

~ I missed worshipping ..

Most importantly, I MISSED THE PRESENCE OF GOD!

Asia Conference is such a great conference but I've been working all the way ... Even yst is a PH and I'm still working too... today thought of going, I'm working till 7pm too! Arghhhh...... What am I procrastinating? What is holding me back to something that I yearn for so much!

I missed.............................

2010-05-28T12:33:00.004+08:00

Tuitions gonna resume SOON! I would only use the word "sian"... For goodness sake, I havent rest enough!

These few days i've been receiving messages from 2 of my kids' parent: Hi Geraldine, are you able to resume both girls' tuitions on next tues, as the girls' results are horrible." When I saw this msg, seriously I have the urge to reply "I'm sorry, I don't wish to teach anymore!!".

But I chose not to reply her msg... cos I'm really not ready to resume so fast... then the next day she sent me another sms "Marks not very good but funny thing is bel got fifth position in class out of 40 and Sherm got eighth position in class out of 38 people. Girls overall level posiion also improved. Sherm filed miserably in math only 37/100 but only 3 in her class managed to pass (50, 52 & 63) marks respectively. Will fill in more when you come."

Aiyo, what she wants? Top 10 in class for both girls, yet she is still not satisfied! I've tried my best le... And i'm really tired to my max le ...I need to stay away from all these stressors!! Arghhh................

2010-05-25T16:14:00.004+08:00

A warm welcome to ALL

..Delicious Crab cooked by my beloved Mummy & Daddy...

tHANK YOU!

2010-05-25T16:12:00.001+08:00

2010-05-25T16:06:00.002+08:00

I have the urge to go overseas now. very sick & tired of the routine here. Can I slow down my pace and just purely concentrate on my job & NO MORE tuitions for me? But without the extra income, is it enough?

~Can I really do without that extra income?

~Can I have a higher pay of job? (I don't expect much but slightly more =))

~Can I go overseas now?

~Where can I go?

Why am I feeling so tired? What am I tired about? Tired about ppl wearing thick masks & I've to play with them too?

Tired about the simple yet stressful routine everyday?

Missing those times when I am still studying.... Missing those times when I can still play & not care so much...

So many ppl & things I am starting to misssss................

2010-05-23T12:36:00.003+08:00

My next overseas trip will be to SHEN ZHENG! It is like a shopping paradise! The clothes, shoes & everything are soooo ...... cheap cheap cheap! It's like cheaper than bangkok! Can you guys imagine how cheap it is?!

The more I talk about it, the more excited I am! Planning to go probably by November this yr .. as I might be going to Genting in July, Bintan in Oct.......

For now cant go anywhere cos need to prepare for some competition (CCAS) .... I believe it is gonna be a great experience for me... This yr is gonna be an INTERNATIONAL COMPETITION (which means it is not gonna be easy like those previous years) ... but it doesnt matter cos I am only there to enjoy the process =)

2010-05-21T11:59:00.010+08:00

My daddy & Mummy cooked the BEST Chilli crab for my b'dae celebration! I'm so touched!

IR --> Marinabay Sand.

Omg !! what is my MEI MEI & nai nai doing?

Who was the winner? Shirley or Wilfred?

Many ppl say both of us looked alike? =)

My dearest NETS colleagues!

My fav perfume: Armani!

~~ Ah boy & Mei Mei ~~ Loving couple!

My "FAT" didi & me!

hmm... a v.warm hug! (",()

I looked like a Martel promoter! haha
Liang Liang looked like she likes Martel a lot .. haha

Beautiful !

2010-05-20T09:05:00.009+08:00

What is going through my mind now.
~ What could my decision be?
~ Why is it so hard to make this decision?
~ What do you have the ability to sway my decisions again & again?
I know very well that My life is not based on u alone! I've to wake up my idea! Wake up wake up!

Haiz ... dun feel like saying much now.... let bygones be bygones ba!

Some photos taken on my 22nd B'day celebration

I've enjoyed myself sooo.... much! Been to many places, eaten loads & loads of Seafood & cakes!

2010-05-18T17:49:00.002+08:00

It has been soooo ... long that I've last enjoyed myself so much le .... this year i'll be celebrating 8 times! This is so crazy yet a FUN-FILLED one!! I really enjoyed every single celebration! I've been eating & eating & eating ....

AND

I've also been meeting up many many close friends! I miss them so much so much! And really touched that all of them still remembered my likes & dislikes! These are friends whom I deemed it as friends closed to my heart!

I think I've about more than 300+++ photos!!! OMG! lol

2010-05-17T16:42:00.001+08:00

Finally today is my 22nd birthday le!

Times really flies! Haiyoyoyo ... Ok I'm going off le .. going to my 4th round of celebration le! hahaha .... Will upload many many ...................... photos very soon!! =) Stay tune my friends!!

Loves,

Ger

2010-05-13T11:09:00.003+08:00

My 22nd Birthday is coming very soon!

My wish:

~ Travel to 2 more countries by this year.

~ Health to improve.

~ Get my favourite Bag, Wallet, Perfumes & More $$$ in my wallet (hahahahaha).

~ Bring my mummy to at least one country by this yr (in her whole entire life she has not been to any country & I know she also wish to travel overseas but she is always very concern with $$$ & daddy's health)

2010-05-13T10:45:00.002+08:00

One type of rice can feed many thousands of different kind of people.

But I simply don't understand why some people can't be more automatic & responsible!! Never mind, character sucks still wanna say things like "maybe I am not good enough for you all, hopefully the next one who comes in will be better". Thanks for all ur "concerns", don't worry cos I believe the next one will surely & definitely be better than u!

2010-05-12T18:47:00.002+08:00

The Pretty Lady

Once upon a time a big monk and a little monk were traveling together. They came to the bank of a river and found the bridge was damaged. They had to wade across the river. There was a pretty lady who was stuck at the damaged bridge and couldn't cross the river.

The big monk offered to carry her across the river on his back. The lady accepted. The little monk was shocked by the move of the big monk. 'How can big brother
carry a lady when we are supposed to avoid all intimacy with females?' thought
the little monk.

But he kept quiet... The big monk carried the lady across the river and the small monk followed unhappily. When they crossed the river, the big monk let the lady down and they parted ways with her. All along the way for several miles, the little monk was very unhappy with the act of the big monk. He was making up all kinds of accusations about big monk in his head. This got him madder and madder. But he still kept quiet.. And the big monk had no inclination to explain his situation.

Finally, at a rest point many hours later, the little monk could not stand it any further, he burst out angrily at the big monk. 'How can you claim yourself a devout monk, when you seize the first opportunity to touch a female, especially when she is very pretty? All your teachings to me make you a big hypocrite The big monk looked surprised and said, 'I put down the pretty lady at the river bank many hours ago, how come you are still carrying her along?'

This very old Chinese Zen story reflects the thinking of many people today.
We encounter many unpleasant things in our life, they irritate us and they make
us angry. Sometimes, they cause us a lot of hurt, sometimes they cause us to be
bitter or jealous .. But like the little monk, we are not willing to let them go away.We keep on carrying the baggage of the 'pretty lady' with us.

We let them keep on coming back to hurt us, make us angry, make us bitter and cause us a lot of agony.

Why? Simply because we are not willing to put down or let go of the baggage of the 'pretty lady'.
We should let go of the pretty lady immediately after crossing the river.

This will immediately remove all our agonies.
There is no need to be further hurt by the unpleasant event after it is over.

I read this story and many things just keep flashing through my mind.... Probably I've learnt a lesson through this story! It's time that we let go of the heavy baggage that we've been carrying for many years!

2010-05-11T12:21:00.000+08:00

你撑着雨伞

借我那次已经足够我

记得一辈子我懂後来你

不是不坚持爱情本来就

没万无一失泪水离开了

你的手指那不如让它

流在这信纸我想女孩子

最贴心的是让爱的人选

结束的方式我最幸福的事

当过你的天使趁鼻酸能掩饰

让我们像当时拥抱最後一次最幸福的事

吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势为挚爱的人

在左边心口保留位置

是最幸福的事可惜爱不是

童话故事不能够永远

依赖着王子才慢慢认识

只剩两个字我怎麽忍心

为难你解释我最幸福的事

当过你的天使趁鼻酸能掩饰

让我们像当时拥抱最後一次最幸福的事

吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势为挚爱的人

在左边心口保留位置

是最幸福的事那一阵子有你

美得不像现实多高兴每一幕

都微笑着静止我最幸福的事

牵着你的日子一段爱从开始

直至分开我们都对彼此诚实最幸福的事

对那片海用力大喊永远的样子想得起的事

那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

2010-05-11T01:11:00.003+08:00

I think recently I've been posting so many photos.

So many things to do recently... Work & tuitions have taken up most of my time. It's stressful & tiring but meaningful at the same time.

There are so many things I feel like saying out. But I really dunno wre can I start?

Maybe I'll just some of the chinese words to say it ba:

曾经爱你爱到忘记自我
泪不停的流 : Used to love you so much that I can forget who am I... Tears flow like a river...

原来爱情可以把心折磨 痛到不能说 : Actually love can make ones' heart so painful till lost of words.

爱到妥协到头来还是无解

绑着你不让你飞 : Can I just tie you up 4ever and not let you fly.

历史不断重演我好累 : I'm afraid HISTORY will repeat itself ... I'm tired, I'm drained.

怎么还有一丝念头好想紧握你的手 : Why am I still having the thought of holding u back?

These few sentences are just so meaningful... sometimes it explains all that is in my mind! I miss ... really miss those days so much! How many times can we live - ONCE! 要爱就敢敢的去爱，不要错过机会。。。 cos we may not be able to find it again in this lifetime.

What am I looking for? security and trust from partner.... I seriously hope that my partnerwill know that for the rest of his life, only ONE person will go through thick & thin, many emotions with him... There is no equality between ur life partner with any others.

It is never easy for a couple to stay & maintain the love that they have for each other forever... All of us have different thinking, personality, beliefs & many more .... these are the barriers. But there are 2 very powerful weapon to break these barriers!

The 2 things are:

~Compromise

~Acceptance

Many times, people can compromise for the wrong reason cos they do not want to create more troubles. But they are not willing to accept ... so it will result in many unhappiness and hatred in the compromising.

I & u are not perfect.. there are so many many things that we have to and can learn in this world ...

Maturity does not come with age! Ones' maturity does not depend on the age

So many thoughts in my mind now! But I know & I know ... only one person can fully

understands me!

2010-05-09T15:23:00.002+08:00

These are some of my colleagues in NETS

Contact Centre

Wilfred Shirley

lol ... they looked like a couple .. hahaha.. but they are NOT! Better clarify in case they see it will KILL me.. (",()

2010-05-09T11:03:00.003+08:00

My blog is turning rusty v.soon! No updates! hehe ..

Simply loves all my GIRLS sooo .... much ! They are always always by my side !

I'm turning 22 soon! Omg! I dunno ... time really flies after you've passed ur 21st birthday!....

Will be having my b'dae celebration @ ICE BAR (snowcity) @ 8pm ... People don't forget ah!

2010-05-04T10:01:00.007+08:00

It seems like my car has been moving too fast again! I need to slow down & enjoy the beautiful scenary & people around me.

First meal there:

View from the Hotel: Royal Paradise

Is so Relaxing! Beautiful place!

Look at the sea water ... it is so clear!

I love that PHUKET so much! I love travelling! I love exploring around the world!

2010-04-30T09:04:00.002+08:00

I am going in to Malaysia like nobody's business! Lol ... Is so shiok! ... Shop & Shop ... Pamper myself like a Tai Tai .. But of cos....................................... pocket also super big hole each time I go in!~

Will be going in again this Sunday ! Yeah yeah!

2010-04-27T13:48:00.013+08:00

Hmm just found some photos in my camera. My last holiday to Phuket:

~~ Some memories ~~

2010-04-22T11:20:00.005+08:00

hmm.... quite busy these few days ...

~ 1) My kids are having exams soon.. So I've to do loads of revisions with them. (It also means I've lesser pleasure time for myself) =(

~ 2) I am trying to finish up my new blog (http://www.geraldinebaobei.onsugar.com/) .. Yes, I am chaning to onsugar instead of blogspot. But still need more help from Evelyn to make sure my blog look nice then I'll officially change over =)

~ 3) Having some plans to do a spring cleaning for my own cozy bedroom; ie: thinking of painting the room, changing of wardrobe.

~ 4) Meeting up with friends! Super long time nv fellowship with my friends le =)

More photos to be upload !~

2010-04-18T12:51:00.002+08:00

I simply love my bunch of sisters so much (Cat, Eve, Christy, Anna, Heidi, Jia Wen, Dilys) ....... & of cos others like Ah hao, Henry, Wilfred, Lei Siang, Hong You, Zi Wei and many to be named.

Our friendships started 8yrs ago (some even longer than that) and we are still counting on ...... guys & sisters, I may not be v.good at expressing my appreciation & gratefulness to all of u but all I wanna say is: I love u all sooo.... much!! And I promise I will also be there for you guys whenever u need me!

2010-04-16T13:28:00.002+08:00

怎么是这种结果不相信自己耳朵为你付出所有最后却是

我投入太多可能她比我温柔给了你更多自由可能我的守候让你更有

离开的理由原来爱情可以来去自如我从来不懂每天想的等的

爱的要的竟然背叛我原来爱情可以把心折磨

痛到不能说只好在夜里

重复的听著伤心的情歌

曾经爱你爱到忘记自我泪不停的流

你的一举一动

一声叹息都能左右我

曾经爱你爱到忘记自我

不知爱已走

只剩伤心情歌陪我唱到心痛

今夜的行踪会停留在哪一个路口

怎么还有一丝念头好想紧握你的手

曾经爱你爱到忘记自我

泪不停的流

你的一举一动一声叹息都能左右我

曾经爱你爱到忘记自我

不知爱已走

只剩伤心情歌陪我唱到心痛

2010-04-13T10:59:00.006+08:00

Went in JB on Sunday...

!!! Beautiful Bride !!!

..... Celebrating ..... Cheers to EVE

Had a great dinner in JB .... Shiok to max ... my favourite CRAB!!

Will be going in more often... Loving it!

2010-04-13T09:29:00.001+08:00

HUMBLE PENCIL

1. It tells you that everything you do will always leave a Mark .

2. You can always correct the mistake you make .

3. The important thing in life is what you are from inside and not from out side .

4. In life you will undergo painful sharpening which will make you better in whatever you do .

5. Finally, to be the best you can be, you must allow yourself to be held and guided by the hand that holds you.

2010-04-08T11:07:00.007+08:00

27~03~10
! Henry & EVE Big Day !

The decoration on the bus was decorated by ourselves!

Lionel & Me >> MC of the day!! He did a GREAT JOB man!! Three Cheers to HIM!! (",()

2010-04-06T12:02:00.005+08:00

** This is so INTERESTING **

This morning a communication broke down.... Firstly, every morning around 8:10am --> my didi and I will leave the hse for work... So coincident both of us woke up slightly later than our usual timing so both of us were rushing here n there....

My Didi and I

After washing up, I quickly went into the room to change clothes and I saw him feeding his little chick so I thought he was still at hme and without thinking much I dashed out of the hse....

On the way to the MRT station I felt a little worried that no one will lock the hse door and gate! So I gave my didi a call, haiz.............. true enough he indeed went out of the hse even earlier than me but i thought he was in the kitchen so I didnt lock the door *apparently the gate and door lock is widely open!!!

And come to think of it, it is so so fated!!! Usually my father and the tenant will leave the hse later than both of us but TODAY both left the hse earlier than us and this kind of thing happened!! It's kind of funny ah !!!

The most interesting part starts here:

So in the end I went back hme from work @ 10am to lock the door and gate ... I took 1 hr time off and used up my 1 hr lunch break --> total: 2hrs!! So I had ample time, so in the end I went to sweep the floor, watch tv for awhile and bath before coming back to work!! hehehe

2010-04-05T12:28:00.007+08:00

Just had a conversation with Monster !!!

hmm... received a GOOD news from him: Monster is getting married! But the feeling is so weird..

I used to be v.close with him that I can simply just pour every single thing out to him ... cos even if I dun tell him, he will know it! *maybe I'm just too transparent =) he will always always be there for me no matter rain or shine =) For that I really appreciate!

But today he went to see my blog and thought something happened to me so he dropped me a msg... I'm glad he still understands and know me so well...

Monster, no matter what ur decision is, just remember the road is gonna be long and you have to make sure that it is the RIGHT choice! =) All the best!! GO GO GO!! In order to make sure you can make the right choice, you have to first make sure that ur MIND is calm!